Summary
Read manhwa If You Wish for My Despair / To You Who Desire My Despair / To You Who Wish For My Despair
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents.
One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him.
However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids.
She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, “It’s a good thing your parents are dead.”
Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 29 28/05/2023
- Chapter 28 21/05/2023
- Chapter 27 14/05/2023
- Chapter 26 07/05/2023
- Chapter 25 30/04/2023
- Chapter 24 30/04/2023
- Chapter 23 17/04/2023
- Chapter 22 09/04/2023
- Chapter 21 02/04/2023
- Chapter 20 26/03/2023
- Chapter 19 26/03/2023
- Chapter 18 26/03/2023
- Chapter 17 26/03/2023
- Chapter 16 26/03/2023
- Chapter 15 26/03/2023
- Chapter 14 26/03/2023
- Chapter 13 26/03/2023
- Chapter 12 26/03/2023
- Chapter 11 26/03/2023
- Chapter 10 26/03/2023
- Chapter 9 26/03/2023
- Chapter 8 26/03/2023
- Chapter 7 26/03/2023
- Chapter 6 26/03/2023
- Chapter 5 26/03/2023
- Chapter 4 26/03/2023
- Chapter 3 18/02/2023
- Chapter 2 18/02/2023
- Chapter 1 03/01/2023
Oatmeal
The title made me think……Junko who😀?
akasuna3_
Thank god I read some spoilers online and saved my time. It looked interesting from the first 2 chapters but I still value my sanity enough to not continue this
lilianasabitha
yeah.. I have read the spoilers.. no thanks
I want tk read something fun not something that will make me have a headache.. I’ll pass this although I am interested in the art.. but.. the story is too cruel for my heart who just wanna have romance but without the angst.. the angst is killing me…
Nefertari2.0
I’m guessing from the title and summary that the FL is weak and the ML is a red flag…
Nefertari2.0
I take back what I’ve said. The FL and ML are both psychos
Nefertari2.0
The Fl is not weak at all.
Enzoarweq
yeah if ur not into tradegies dont read this, the art is nice but the story is painful to read. theres no happy ending.
iamjoana
Personally, I like this story. It’s really out of ordinary. It’s been a long time I didn’t read tragic story like Hamlet or Romeo & Juliet.
enma1001
Don’t read this if you want to save your sanity. Really.
Robonun
This is depressing AF
Abontika
This is the worst manhwa that i have read so far, at first she looks pitful and weak BUT absolutely NOT. The guy is completely toxic, insane, a trash and The FL is a psycho and the ML as well.
DO NOT READ THIS ( except if you’re a psycho like them )